As I drive through the Wintery Wonderland of the UP, listening to Billy Ocean,  "Get Outta My Dreams," a very peppy song, I think to myself where do I begin. It’s been so long since I recorded my experiences as a stripper / entertainer and dominatrix. My life is so different now and yet there are many aspects of it that are the same…

I still have so many characters in my life that have all had a profound affect on who I have become.

In contrast to my life before, I feel that I am much more free, free to choose a quiet life, free to choose the right relationships for me.

I can surround myself with good people in my life and I have.

It has been a very rough road getting to this point, very rough indeed.

Three marriages, several relationships, friendships, have all crashed and burned before my eyes.

And yet, out of all of that a handful of friends “my family“ has stuck by me through thick and thin. 

I would like to dedicate this blog to those who have loved me unconditionally through All of it…